Review 21: My heart and other black holes by Jasmine Wanga.

Dear Reader,

Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.
There’s only one problem: she’s not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel’s convinced she’s found her solution: a teen boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman) who’s haunted by a family tragedy is looking for a partner. Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other’s broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately, she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together. Except that Roman may not be so easy to convince.

It's a sad story with a good heart (and it makes me poëtic, well at least I try Haha).

But to be honest thats really how I think about this book, a sad story full of depressing thoughts but with such a sweet love story about two totally different individuals who have one thing in comment, the act of suïcide. The writer, Jasmine or Lady Wanga :P, made the suïcdle feeling very direct. It was there, and if you are sensetive for feelings like this or stories skip it because I really felt the feelings of Aysel in my head. She really makes you think and feel and think as her througout the book, which is amazing writing if you ask me. And Roman, god, the Troy Bolton crush we have all had when we were little!! I loved him, he was so real and really showed different sides of himself, again thankyou lady Wanga ( I am staying with this, sounds Kind of cool :P) for that because you wrote him after all. It is an amazing rollercoaster of feelings, sad and happy ones. If you can't handle stories like these or if you are sensetive for subjects like these I suggest again to skip this ufortunaltey as it is a heavy one. 

If you haven't read this one yet, and don't want to know some juicy secrets then I suggest you leave. Thanks for reading and untill next time :)!

ENTERING A SPOILER ZONE, I REPEAT ENTERING A SPOILER ZONE!!! 

THAT MOMENT WHERE THEY LAY TOGETHER WHEN THEY WENT CAMPING?
AAAH CUTE ALERT! I loved that moment sooo much, I was rooting for them as soon as she send him a message on that website. Well I certainley found out what her dad did... Eventhough it was horrible what he did she should forgive him a little bit. His mental health state was just bad at that moment and that doesn't make up for him killing someone but still. I was very glad to find out that she eventually told her mom. At first I hated her family, especially her sister and mother. But after this one part where she talks to her sister when there is snow outside I think ( I am so prepared) I really god the feeling her sister and mother do care about her, and that Aysel just saw it the wrong way. Well to refer to my currently reading post.. I did use the tissues but I AM SO HAPPY THEY ARE ALIVE AND IN "LOVE". Gods (Percy Jackson anyone?)  I was waiting for this happy end!!

Well I hope you liked it, if you did please comment and share! And if you didn't just comment why and share it anyway ;) 

Thanks for reading ant untill next time! 

Love, me.